Darkness

My mind is dark tonight
I'm angry
Do I have a right?

I'm alone
What else is new
No power

No power to change my past
No power to change my present
No power to change my future

Do I surrender to destiny?
Does suicide prove free will?
Doesn't free will mean that I have a choice?

I have the power to harm myself
I have the power to kill myself
Or at least to try

I have power over me in the immediate
I have limited power over myself
But I don't always have control

My mind is dark tonight
I feel defeated
Is it too late?